21/01/09

shopping with jason and jeremy today on my leave day.
i just bought many books, a CD and a chain (whatever you call it.)
while jeremy bought a shirt from esprit and jason bought nothing.
anyway... it's more of a route march in town.

hope the books can last me till i book out again.

alittle side track, i've news that my cousin n family will be flying over for cny.
good news: extra red packet (i get pathetic amount of hong bao in sg compared to hk)
bad news: no more peaceful and quiet room to myself when i book out

break from the extra

i took leave today on a 'normal duty' day to take a break from my N extra, and do my laundry.

have my reunion dinner in west mall yesterday, nothing really special about the dishes we eat. no abalone and all sort $$ stuff, i never really enjoy those.



P.S. my father emailed me, and... he praised me for something. and end with a "good boy". wtf is wrong with this world? maybe you'll see the sun in the west tomorrow morning i ORD tomorrow.

start of N x days of stay in

just book out for nights out, as there's a range tomorrow.
gonna book in later at 2230.

i almost take another 3 more extras today. ~_~

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anyway... i plan to use leave on my non-extra duty days to book out for a day, if possible.
but i still feel 7x extra is quite ok, at least i don't have the OMGWTF feeling.
of course, life is much more beautiful without it.

突然好想你

both yong sheng and joseph msn me that they wanna meet during chinese new year, with tab as well.

the first thing came to my mind was "no..."

i've this mixed feeling for a year, which i don't know how to express it in words.
i always think about her, but angry at the same time.

i didn't want to hear anything about her, and yet i want to know how she is doing.
the agony of internal contradiction is like a curse for the whole year, although i didn't show it. probably i did show it, since i've mood swing quite often nowadays. -_- and jing xiang pasted a magnet with our photo on my locker when he ORD, and he wrote "emo kid"

it's now 2009, a new year and a new start.

so i said 'yes' to them. i've been avoiding it long enough and it's time to face it.


P.S. omg... i've posted the same lyric as jeremy, even the music is the same. (please don't bring me to his level. lol.)

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最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己
只剩眼淚還騙不過自己
突然好想你 你會在哪裡
過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛
我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的紀念品
我們 那麼甜 那麼美 那麼相信那麼瘋 那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去
突然好想你 你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
最怕此生已經決心自己過 沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

"dirty minded ass hole" shares his banana

i was chatting with jeremy on msn about PGL warcraft 3 tournament live telecast.
all of a sudden, he just came up with this...

Jeremy. Sleep till ê end of time... says:
too happy liao
Jeremy. Sleep till ê end of time... says:
brb I go get a banana
max' says:
-_-

and then he invited me to webcam to watch him suck that banana.

五月天 [真正的快樂] 新歌飆唱會

FINALLY!!
i finally watched a live 五月天 concert!
sooooo high~

i was one of the 6000 last night at the concert, screaming, shouting, jumping...
as expected from mayday's concert, everyone is so high. (ok... maybe not the one on my left)

the tickets are redeemed by exchanging the ticket in the new album on 28/12/08, and someone helped me queue for it. thanks.. only 6000 tickets will be given away, and she took the first train to queue up. touched*

there's a small disappointment, 冠佑 (drummer) didn't come because his father-in-law passed away. but the stand in drummer is good, he even dyed his hair black and get a pair glasses to make himself look like 冠佑.

my knees and ankles hurt after all the jumping, so is my throat for shouting. and my back hurts too. sigh* back injury restricted me from alot more fun.
i totally knocked out when i reached home. i forgot to mention, i reached home at 7am to grab my bag to book in on the same day after drinking with my friend. so i woke up at 1.20pm today.

i'm not gonna miss the concert in august, tickets are the sale now.

it stated that the collection would start at 2pm, but i bet some started to queue the night before.

free gift

free standing, so everyone just started queuing from i don't know when. and yes, she queue for me too. touched* again.

everyone is an early bird

L-O-V-E.... the classic "恋爱ing"

i almost threw my light stick, too high..

end of concert

i know this is alittle late...

1. Who is more important to you?
probably me

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
once

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends on occasion

4. How many babies do you want?
now? zero~

5. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
no

6. What is your goal for this year?
be prepared for university

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
no

8. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you? (List 5)
understanding, understanding, understanding, understanding and understanding.

9. List 3 characteristics of your best friend.
hard to label one particular friend as best friend

10. What is your bad habit?
put my alarm to snooze and continue to sleep (5 more min please~)

11. What's the worst thing that you think can ever happen to a person?
sold to another country by parents

12. What does flying mean to you?
vacation

13. What do you crave for the most recently?
book out

14. Are you single/relationship?
single

15. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
he is a dirty minded ass hole (wow.. just nice 7)

16. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
go mayday concert

17. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
most probably in an office

18. Where are your desired destinations?
hong kong

19. Have you cried recently?
no

20. my question: what do you wish to happen to the person who started this 'chain blogging' thingy?
named in death note

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i'm not gonna link this chain to others' blogs.