Monday 31 March 2008

get on with life

i start to get use to life without her, although i still think about her often, even dream of her. i know i need to put it behind me, and i know time is the best way out.
i appreciate friends who show their concern, thank you.
don't worry, i'm fine... just alittle emo.

i've conversation with weiling who has experienced such thing, she gave me some tips on how to handle it.
and also from soon guan, "you're stronger than this!"

Sunday 30 March 2008

ladd + bloo-d + synchro

Monsters
2 Light and Darkness Dragon
2 Destiny-Hero Bloo-D
1 Dark Magician of Chaos
2 Destiny-Hero Malicious
2 Cyber Dragon
2 Junk Synchro
1 Elemental Hero Stratos
1 Marshmallon
1 Sangan
1 D.D. Crow
1 Destiny-Hero Disk Commander
1 Treeborn Frog
1 Snipe Hunter
1 Spirit Reaper
1 Spell Striker

Spells
2 Destiny Draw
2 Reinforcements of the Army
1 Pot of Avarice
1 Premature Burial
1 Brain Control
1 Heavy Storm
1 Mystical Space Typhoon
1 Monster Reborn
1 Soul Exchange
1 Foolish Burial
1 Scapegoat
1 Lightning Vortex

Traps
2 Raigeki Break
1 Mirror Force
1 Trap Dustshoot
1 Torrential Tribute
1 Deck Destruction Virus of Death

Side
2 Caius the Shadow Monarch
2 Pulling the Rug
2 Royal Decree
2 Light-Imprisoning Mirror
2 Dust Tornado
2 Twister
2 Divine Wrath
1 D.D. Crow

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Junk Synchron (ジャンク・シンクロン)
dark warrior/tuner
1300/500
When this card is successfully Normal Summoned, Special Summon 1 Level 2 or lower monster in your Graveyard in face-up Defense Position. All effect(s) of the Special Summoned monster are negated.

Wednesday 26 March 2008

she's a kira fan

this is godlike...
she can improve on her lips though.



Monday 24 March 2008

Thierry Henry - My Tribute

A tribute video of Thierry Henry with Arsenal.
Once a gunner, always a gunner.

King of Highbury




EPL super sunday

EPL top table clashes..
one of the reason why i took leave.

manchester united 3-0 liverpool
one sided match, be it the possession or scoring opportunity.
Mascherano talked himself into a red card, i wonder what did he say to the ref.
rooney has his chances and should have got onto the score sheet.

chelsea 2-1 arsenal
great match... drogba scored 2 to win the game. chelsea deserves to win, more chances, make better use of possession.
without rosicky on the left, most arsenal's attack came from the right, eboue + sagna. hleb shift to the centre with fabregas, clichy makes run from the left.
chelsea sealed off the arsenal strikers very well, can't do much about the corner scored by sagna. arsenal passed the ball around well, but can't find much opportunites to shoot. eboue is bad when he doesn't have the ball, ran to wrong places. but he does make good runs when he has the ball, but run deep then loss the ball.





weeks ago, arsenal sat on top of the table with 5 points clear from manu.
and now, they're in 3rd with 6 points behind manu. 7 matches more to go...
1. manchester united - 73
2. chelsea - 68
3. arsenal - 67
4. liverpool - 59
5. everton - 57

after these 2 big matches, manu has the best out of it. top of table, win the big game, 6 and 5 points clear from chelsea and arsenal.
next week, liverpool vs everton, merseyside derby, fight for the 4th place to qualify for champions league.

yu-gi-oh

just when i wanted to pick up the game again, the imbalance stay in owned me.
a new ban list, now the metagame is mainly lightlord and dark arm dragon. and of course the never dying gadgets.

lightlord --> 很黄很暴力
dark arm --> 很暗很邪恶

both can do crazy one turn kill.
don't need to elaborate more, those who read this blog and understand yugioh will know what these decks are capable of (i'm just lazy)

with little time to commit, and also don't want to spend much money. i decide to stick to light and dark dragon with heros engine. it feels like playing human in warcraft III, expand up and gain advantage then you control.



found a interesting card to side deck...
Shadow-Imprisoning Mirror (continuous trap)
When the effect of a DARK monster activates on the field or in the Graveyard, negate it.


Sunday 23 March 2008

seele and nerv

NERV (german: nerve) is an organization led by Gendo Ikari and tasked with defending Earth against the Angels through use of the Evangelion units.



The NERV Logo is half a fig leaf covering its name, with the motto "God's In His Heaven... All's Right With The World" forming the quarter circle on the bottom. The motto comes from Robert Browning's poem "Pippa Passes."

In Genesis 3:7, Adam and Eve cover their "nakedness" with fig leaves. The fig leaf has covered nakedness in art and sculpture for hundreds of years, symbolically representing the guilt of original sin.



SEELE (german: soul) are NERV's secret backers, who wish to implement the Human Instrumentality Project, The Third Impact.



The logo was changed for the movie series Rebuild of Evangelion. The new logo has a snake curled around an apple in-between the seven eyes. On the apple the organization SEELE is written, and beneath it is "Überm Sternenzelt richtet Gott, wie wir gerichtet". The German quote is from the poem "Ode to Joy," which translates as "Above the starry-sky God will judge, the way we have judged".

beautiful world

the ending song of evangelion 1.0 you are (not) alone.
beautiful world by utada hikaru

evangelion 1.0

you are (not) alone

just watched evangelion 1.0 in cathay with kelvin, akira and apple, after disappointment last week.
it's a remake of the evangelion series, it took away most of the 'not so important' part in the TV series, which is quite important. e.g. shinji stares at the ceiling for a long time, a line and black screen, traffic lights scene (typical gainax style though). but most importantly, it keeps most of those great parts. but probably missed out the part when shinji first saw eva-01, and it rises its arm to protect him from falling objects. that's epic... but what can be more epic than shinji looks for rei in her apartment to cough* give her the name pass.

if you're an evangelion fan, don't miss it...

Saturday 22 March 2008

improving on my warcraft

my warcraft improves quite alot recently.
prediction, control tempo, micro, macro, all improved.

as for those i lost, i reviewed them if i don't know why i lose.
some common reasons:
- poor timing (my biggest weakness)
- not enough towers (when i expand, i try to build just nice amount of towers)
- control mistake e.g. am walk into trees and get bm slash xN (nothing to say...)
- unexpected stuff from opponent (rarely happens to me now)
- map imbalance (e.g. vs ud in tr, vs orc in gw)
- stronger opponent (技不如人,无话好说)

things i want to improve:
- timing!
as in when to farm and when to attack.
even want to farm, must know where to farm.
if attack, whether is to trade tp, end the game or earn resource.

a classic line from WE.Sky (my idol!)
这次失败我又理解与明白了很多东西。
感激让我失败的人,是让你让我更加的强大,只有失败才能更好的让我认清楚自己的不足。

加油吧,虽然我这次结果上败了,但是我内心里却一直没有败过。
永不言败!

加油,坚持,拼搏,努力,奋斗!SKY!


sky review and take note in his legendary 'death note'

我是基拉的信徒

light yagami is my favourite anime/manga character.
probably because he does things that i want to do but i can't do.
i always imagine i've a death note, next moment my mind will be filled with names and ways of killing them. i'm sadist. T_T

some favourite quote:
我要建立一个完美没有罪恶的新世界
我是新世界的神!!
如果基拉被抓住了,那他就是邪恶,如果基拉统治了世界,那他就是正义
我是正义的!
我不是站在这个世界的开始,就是站在这个世界的尽头

Friday 21 March 2008

sick

i'm sick.
fever, sore throat, flu (green stuff flowing out)

this is bad, i get sick when i'm not in camp! what a waste...
i've a 2 days mc and i took leave on the weekend.
i can watch the manchested united vs liverpool and chelsea vs arsenal before i book in.

the doctor is funny. he was telling me about being a mo last time, and asked about me. i look really tired. i told him my 'shedule'. he was shocked, "army has no employee right!" lol.. "those shit... bla bla bla" really funny. never expect an old man to be so 'young'

i need some really good rest.

Sunday 16 March 2008

disappointed

apple, akira and i wanted to catch evangelion: 1.0 in cineleisure today at 7.25pm
it's sold out, and the next timing at 9.50pm is sold out too. didn't know it's so hot... -_-

all 3 of us wore red today. lol... apple suggested to watch sky of love, a japanese love story, and akira is ok with it as he said he want to watch something emo. lol..
3 guys wear same color and watch love story, lol!?

eventually we didn't buy any tickets and had dinner in central hong kong cha chan ting. the service sucks...

guess the cup size

guess the cup size
i bet no one gets it right!



click HERE for the answer

Saturday 15 March 2008

Friday 14 March 2008

我知道我们都没有错, 只是放手比较好过.

we've broken up for sometime.
after 2 years, probably this is the best choice for both of us.
this song just suits perfectly...

退后 by jay chou

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

Wednesday 12 March 2008

457 days to go

alittle book out day for me, gonna book in later at 0800.
tmr ry pop from bmt, gonna meet up with him to drink in the weekend. i SUPPOSE to be free, but there's a platoon gathering shit. hopefully i can meet him. while mog just enlist in civil defence. CD rocks.. -_-

the people in there are kinda... out of their mind? they touch each other and stuff, do all sort of weird action, weird sound. very gay. i think stay in there for too long really drives people mad. my bunk has aircon, how nice of saf. but i sleep in guardhouse anyway T_T

i'm using the default blogspot skin, and i can't edit the html and load. error will appear... so those youtube videos that i post here will get 'cut'.

i'm really bad with my patapon, my rhythm is fuck up. my platoon has quite a number that plays warcraft, most are gamers. typical singaporean. lets wait for starcraft II.. i've never played sc before, i wonder what race will i choose. i don't know a shit about it, all i know is 3 races and no heros no items. lots of macro little micro.

here is the preview video, after 11 years from the original sc, sc2 will be out this year. blizzard made quality game, lets just be patient and wait for them to fix bug and balance the game.


time to sleep, 48 hours of duty is waiting. gonna eat chicken tart and egg tart made by tab for breakfast.

Friday 7 March 2008

new memory stick

my psp memory stick broke physically somehow..
i just got myself a 8gb sandisk m2 from IT fair today.
$136. pain*

meet tab for dinner..
before meal, she bought a dress. i was holding the dress and her bag respectively on each arm, stand next to the exit while she carried on looking around the shop. when people walked past me, they giggled. -__-||

Thursday 6 March 2008

Code Geass Lelouch of the Rebelion R2

it's coming finally..
i should dig out the 1st part, and hope i've time to watch them. need to refresh my memory.
lulu is god.

book out

booked out at 4.30pm, had a hair cut, dinner with tab, spend some time with her.
went home wash clothes, iron uniform, (iron to the extend that the collar stands), polish boots. book in at 8.00am next day.
when i'm home, my father asked "don't you've a day free each week? it's a labour law." i replied "soldiers are no labour. T_T" tmd... we're worse than maid. i only get $399.20 a month, i'm sure maid get better pay. ok.. lets be obtimistic... hmmm... like i'm going to do the same thing tmr. then stay in until monday 4.30pm? lol..

i just went to replays.net, sky has 9 replays on the main page. all vs ne.. his 'favourite' match up. vs remind, sai and sase.

and oh yes! ac milan 0-2 arsenal!!
but i can't watch it, anyone knows where can i watch the highlights online? leave it in the tag.

Monday 3 March 2008

Patapon

i want to get this game!!
pata pata pon.. so cute.



467 days to go

tomorrow book in...
it's depressing.

Sunday 2 March 2008

long day

yesterday is a long day.
first, i went to yew tee to take a look at my new home. blk 557, near yew tee mrt. don't ask why do i shift there when i live in cck, my parents choose. probably will be in by july? and yong sheng is just next blk, 559. lol.

travel down to cityhall to meet up with soon guan, rarely see him wearing formal. there was a SAF fair in marina square, air force, navy, army... it reminds me of booking in. -_-
sg studies marintime in sp, so maybe navy is a choice. when we reached, the mp are showing some drill on stage. look kinda idiotic..

then we went to the career and education fair is in suntec. many of the foreign uni don't accept future application, so i can't apply for a place after i ord. tmd.. owned by saf again. i plan for these few choices, business, economics, marketing and psychology. i sat down at the james cook uni booth to talk to a pretty girl, and i can get exempted 11 modules out of 24 in the bachelor of psychology. well... i get qutie distracted in front of her, cough** psychology huh!? lol..

i went to costa sand at night for meng siang's 21st birthday. i see many people i don't expect to see, e.g. james, yong hui, pei shan... happy birthday. but the show kinda stole by merrick (bao bei), 1 yr+ old boy boy of fierce amanda. ~_~ (always pinch me, slap me, wack me! and she's teaching her son to do that!!) he has his mother's big eyes.


bao bei merrick always can't stop eating snacks.



brotherhood!



meng siang: "我才是主角."
bao bei: 继续吃... 不管你.


Tribute to field medical teams

we all know about professional soccer in the world.
we all know about professional players play for pride and glory, and of course for fans.
but not all of us pay attention to those medical staff out there on the field, who attend to injured players.

horrible things happen on the field, just recently eduardo da silva from arsenal break his leg with a twisted ankle (his foot twisted the other way) after a sliding challenge from martin taylor of birmingham. he will not be able to play for the rest of the season, includes representing croatia in the euro 2008.




you can see his foot twisted the outward.

doctors have admit that he could have lost his foot if not the medical staffs perform an excellent first aid. he said it was because such injury damages the blood vassels and nerves.



this reminds me of an injury of cisse, former liverpool player. a match against blackburn a few years ago, a tackle broke his leg, the bone came out of the leg! thanks to the medical staffs, cisse continues his career and is doing fine. he could have lost his leg. probably not even walking.

so when we are watching the game, we should respect these heros, not just the players.

P.S. Martin Taylor, cao ni ma de!! sorry.. i'm an arsenal fan. arsenal has many key players out injured this season, e.g. van persie for almost whole season.

Saturday 1 March 2008

duty schedule

my unit is running a 2 week duty schedule.

1st week
mon: mount
tue: mount
wed: dismount
thu: standby
fri: mount
sat: mount
sun: mount

2nd week
mon: dismount
tue: standby
wed: mount
thu: mount
fri: dismount
sat: standby
sun: standby

mount -> duty
dismount -> rest, attend lessons
standby -> attend lessons and training

when mounting, you do 48 or 72 hrs of duty, depend on number of mounting days. after every session of duty, you'll get to rest for 2-3 hours before next duty. damn shag..

as for me, i'm given the role of CQ, which i need to deliver rations around the base, include the sea side. breakfast at 5.30am, lunch at 11am, dinner at 5pm. also incharge of bedsheet and stuff.
and they're HEAVY! i've excuse heavy load, yet my csm gives me this appointment. he wins. and i think if i bring it up, he'll make me carry 1 by 1 and i've around 60 rations to carry around. additional of xN bedsheet, blanket, pillow case.

after staying in camp, the dusty environment makes my nose bleed 3-4 times a day cause me dizzy. when my csm saw me bleed the whole basin and sat down there. he sent me to medical centre, the mo can do nothing but just gave me a day of light duty. i bring it back to my csm, he said "isn't your duty light enough?" lol!!???

is he encouraging me to get out of here? my nose bleed horribly due to dusty camp (tuas industrial area), my back is hurting due to carrying loads everyday, when i'm suppose to go for physio and rest my back!!